Friday, May 02, 2008
As Church Camp is on Sunday, I'm still trying to re-organize my timetable with my lecturers, If I were to attend I would miss out on all my lectures for the week as the camp would be held from Sunday til Tuesday. I'm taking a step of faith, regardless. That I'm believing that I can sub my classes, And the days that I missed out would not affect me in my studies. I'm believing and praying for a revolution within my life during the camp, As the first day of camp would spark the end of my 64 day full fast. Its pretty mad seeing God's grace and favour upon my life that I've been able to last for so long on his grace alone. I'm believing that I have made a difference in the spirit through this act of faith, And recently I've been feeling this unquenchable thirst for more of God till it just breaks me. I've been moving into a new phase, a new direction into something new once again. It feel as if I'm wondering in the desert, And honestly its just so frustration. But I'm walking ahead with faith that I will eventually find that elusive oasis in the middle.
How would I sum up my current life? Life's Awesome (and no that isn't an attempt at sarcasm)
I'm learning to Learning to depend on God, Learning to worship him in all circumstances, Learning to submit and to seek God even more, Learning to manage my time even more, Learning to manage stress and frustration, Learning to care for people under me spiritually, Learning how to be a watchman, Learning to love others as myself, Learning to practice grace, compassion, and mercy.(phew! long list eh?) So its pretty awesome. Though sometimes I just reach back home totally burned out. I know these are all life lessons that will define me in the future. I give thanks to God for them, I accept them with joy and thanksgiving knowing that he wont let me face anything that I cant overcome. So yeah.... Life's Awesome!
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