Saturday, September 30, 2006
I've been fooled.
I'm in hypnosis.
I'm a living lie.
Deceit has control.
I've blinded myself to see what I wanted as something holy,
But now I shed my skin and I strip the flesh.
Sanctification.
I'm being released from a condition
That sees my will as His decision.
From ash, dirt, and stone
He created the Human Race.
After years of searching amongst them,
I finally found my place.
In desire to rule, I find entrapment.
And in surrender, control.
I'm being released from a condition
That sees my will as His decision.
From ash, dirt, and stone
He created the Human Race.
After years of searching amongst them,
I finally found my place.
I swallow my pride, though it hurts as it slides down.
The pain will subside, but the call cannot be drowned.
Death to flesh and death to this place.
Freed from care and from disgrace.
Lord, what more than little good has Your death done?
Lord, why did you give Your Son?
Surely You did it for more than this.
The world lives on in ignorance, filth, and arrogance.
Man wreaks havoc on his inheritance.
Surely You gave Your life.
Surely You gave Your blood,
And Your flesh for more than this.
Lord, what more than little good has Your death done?
Lord, why did you give Your Son?
Surely You did it for more than this.
Your covenant lies highly rejected.
Sadly, it is seldomly accepted.
Yes, to me it means everything,
But to most it means nothing.
Surely You gave Your life.
Surely You gave Your blood,
And Your flesh for more than this.
Surely You died for more than this.
The reason is I.
The reason is one.
You'd suffer and die all over again
For one single person.
And if that one should reject You,
That is the very essence of You:
To give the chance to choose.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Im sick of all this crap with girls and they misunderstanding all your intentions!
This isnt the first time its happening and I doubt it would be the last! Oh send me back to primary school where you could be
friends with both sexes and be unable to be accused of ulterior motives. It kinda makes me sick that if you treat someone
nicely they think you have something for them. When that is so far far away from it. I find it hillarious at times.
I read an article on can women and men really be good friends without any romantic involvements? Eventhough the answer was No.
I know a lot of people won't agree with the answer! But it really seems true! Atleast when you hang out with your guy friends
they don't presume you gay or something bvy hanging out with them. To any girl reading this out there! Get a life! Sometimes
guys try to befriend you because theyre generally intrested in getting to know you better and a friend. Because you may have
an intresting personality! Grow up, Geta life, and get on with life, If you think all guys around are romantically intrested
in you! You wish! Geez~
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Destiny
Questioning the connection with some
Divinity
Is there something for me?
I’m stretching out my faith
I have tasted all the things this world has offered me
It has left me thirsty for something this world cannot see
Shine down on me
If You’re the one who loved me before the stars were made
Shine down on me
If You’re the one who gave it all to dethrone my shame
I’m empty
All of my successes have left with
Depravity
Now that all else has failed
I’m stretching out my faith
At the pinnacle it was impossible to see
In the deepest of this darkness it comes clear to me
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Somebody please tell me
What am I suppose to do?
You've died and I'm here
Thinking that I hear your voice
But it's somebody else
It's always somebody else
Why did you die?
Don't leave me please
I beg you God tonight bring me peace
I'll never sleep without
The dreams of you alive here with me
Alive here with me
The brightness left your eyes
As I held your face
Don't tell me it's the right time
And your last words will sustain me
Until my end
Until I see you again
While words evade me
I'll wait to remember you
And what you had meant to me
Could never be forgotten
The chains of death
Are falling , but my heart still bleeds
It longs for the day
When we will be as one,
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Yes people! Its official. Suri Cruise does exist and is not merely the figment of multiple people's imagination! After a few months of being hushed up photoes are up of her. Normally I wouldnt give a toss about celebrity gossip and stuff! But while cruising Yahoo I saw her photo. She's gorgeous.
Here she is. She's so adorable. I could only go Awwwww!
*ahem* Well this is a shot of the family 2gether
Yeah they look happy.
Sadly Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes are not even married yet! Bah~ celebrities....
But I hope they do get soon.. The world has enough broken kids! We dont need another one.... Yeah! Suri is sooooo cute!!!!
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
I'm afraid it's been too long to try to find the reasons why
I let my world close in around a smaller patch of fading sky
But now I've grown beyond the walls to where I've never been
And it's still winter in my wonderland
I'm waiting for the world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colors come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone
I close my eyes and try to see the world unbroken underneath
The farther off and already it just might make the life I lead
A little more than make-believe when all my skies are painted blue
And the clouds don't ever change the shape of who I am to You
I'm waiting for the world to fall
I'm waiting for the scene to change
I'm waiting when the colors come
I'm waiting to let my world come undone
When I catch the light of falling stars my view is changing me
My view is changing me
I'm waiting
*sighs* College is back in session. My term break is officially over. What better day to start college then on Monday?! Its great to be back in college and meet up will all my buddies and stuff you know. Its just the assignments that "not looking forward to" would be an understatement. But so far so good. We only got two assignments waiting for our return this week. We gotta give a presentation for our junior students. Half thinking of crapping my way through it. And a 300 word essay. It gives me a headache just thinking about it. I remember in secondary school it was hard enough to get me to write a 300 word essay, and now ive got to write a 3000 WORD ESSAY! Its a pretty hectic note to start college! But Ive a feeling It'll be sweet! Today was suddenly blessed Rm500 from my Dad. And thats something really rare! I normally get like Rm50 outta him.. Now this huge lump sum. Awesome! Will be saving it =)
This friday will be Akshays B'day Bash! Idiots turning 18years old. An Early Happy Bday to Akshay if ya reading this bro~
Its gonna be a pretty awesome party. We booked a place at Bangle's Fine Indian Cuisine Restaurant in Jalan Ampang, The food there is really good! The last time we went the food was divine. So was the bill! It came around Rm200++ . The best thing was we got a 15% discount from the Manager.. Some distant relative bla bla.... The idiotic thing was we got charged 15% service tax. So whats the point of the discount for then?!.
So anyways It'll be around 15 of us for the dinner party. And Akshay's dad booked us a service appartment at the Holiday Inn, Jalan Ampang. So only 6 of us will be overnighting for the "After-Party" there. Yeah! That includes me. Should have an awesome time. Will post the pics of the party up on Saturday~ Til then.....
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