Monday, June 14, 2010
At times life is trully ironic.
Just talking to a friend about life, about perceptions and realities can just shake our entire world to a certain degree.
Honestly I was thinking about myself around 2 years back, and I was imagining the conversation that my Former self and my Current self would have.
It would have been terribly ironic to find out, that the very person I eventually became was the very person I tried my hardest not to become.
I experienced the world in a whole new way, and kept God at an arm's length away.
Was he there?
He was always there...
Did I have issues that I couldn't deal with?
In abundance...
God was nearly always on my mind. But I had learnt the simple art of just tuning him out.
Blasphemous as it may be...
I don't really regret it. I was able to percieve life as I knew it from an entirely different angle. I was able to look at the other side of the world that most christians would gasp and be horrified at.
However the most important thing that I realised is that, You have to be real to yourself.... and at the same time to God.
Playing a facade does not help anything other then your ego.
I took the path less travelled, and to that I'm eternally greatful, For I would not have the insight I have attained, Discarding naivety.
However this leg of the journey was incredibly interesting,
The road is still long and winding,
However the destination is sure,
And to Him a trust, My faith is in him,
To be the lamp upon my feet.
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