Monday, February 11, 2008
I have so much to write!
But I don't feel that I should. Theres like a whirlpool of emotions and thoughts within me.
Its like I'm on a roller coaster in the pitch black. I'm not scared! I'm undaunted and fearless.
I have full faith in the seatbelt thats keeping me strapped down into my chair. Even though the loops seem scary and sickening at times. The seatbelt holds me down, keeps me safe, and makes sure I'll reach my final destination.
I believe that my life is in the hands of my Saviour. Eventhough the path of my life might not have been straight, and the future certainly looks uncertain in the natural, I'll refuse to look that way for God himself has personally promised me so much more. I'll look back to his promises of old and his stirring of the spirit within my life to guide me and sustain me as I march into my future with faith that he will lead me. I'll declare the promises of Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation—
so why should I be afraid?
The Lord is my fortress, protecting me from danger,
so why should I tremble?
2 When evil people come to devour me,
when my enemies and foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
3 Though a mighty army surrounds me,
my heart will not be afraid.
Even if I am attacked,
I will remain confident.
I've learnt that God never takes you from somewhere and leaves you some place and make you deal with it on your on. He's never that cruel. He has a plan, a purpose, a training for you. That you can only appreciate as time goes by, It is never apparent in the near future.
Loads of people tell me they have dreams, that God told me this and said this to me and such, bla...bla...bla.
What hit me was, Just because you have a dream, It doesn't mean it'll come to pass. Each dream is bigger then you. And each dream has a price. The fulfilment of them will cost you everything thing and more. Dreams are free, Seeing them fulfilled will cost me everything.
I could rant and moan about my life, But why should I?
I've decided that,
I'm going to serve him
I'm going to worship him,
I'm going to be rooted in the house of God
I'm going to never stop praising him
That temptation is irrelevant.
If even the world says that failure is not an option, then serving Jesus Christ, being there in his house and being involved in a ministry is not an option! It's mandatory! Its my duty! Its the least I could even do.
For at the end of the day, I know I do not have to worry for I have full faith that I'll make it through.
I praise you that I am not who man says I am, But who you say I am Lord. And at the end of the day thats all that matters.
I have no reason to mourn, But to dance in Joy and sing your praises with all of my heart!
And that I shall do.
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