Friday, May 05, 2006
I only realised that when you make an important decision in life. Something tries to dissuade you from it! Take today for example. For the past few days i made the decision to give up drinking alcahol, I only started drinking earlier this year, socially. If there was a party or something i'd drink a can a two or a few shots of liquor. It was always great fun drinking wid my good friends. We'd be talkin up til early morning about all the funny stuff in our lives or the latest developments and stuff.. It was unwinding to just chill with your friends. I always told myself i would only drink socially and not to ever get drunk. Always seemed to work out fine. I'd be the so called referee to oversee the rest. But the rest could always hold theyre drinks down. But recently at a friend's birthday party, just before he alighted overseas i had a bit too much to drink.It seemed like nothing but whenever i closed my eyes my head would throb like mad. I overnighted at my friends place that night. I severely regretted what happend that night. I always told myself i'd drink socially but never over my limits. That night i tested my limit and regretted it. Nothing bad happend, but i fekt like i let myself down and others too.
So a few weeks later i decided to give up drinking. Next thing you know (Today) i get a phone call from my friend that a college bud is crashing over at his house today so pop over to his place and visit. Its around 10.30pm when i arrive, and horrifically he brought two whole crates of beer with him. Thats a total of 48 cans!!! SO there i am, sitting in the midst of 5 other friends feeling like an idiot coming at this hour. Im persuaded to take a can at my protest. But it was only common courtesy. Flash-forward 4 cans of beer later. Im still very sober.And angry at myself for getting in this situation. Though i admit it was fun. But i guess this is a fun i cant afford.
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